Everything I do or say seems so wrong. "Explanation=being argumentative?"  I've already tried my hardest to think before I speak. I've already tried my hardest not to be so sensitive. I've already tried my hardest to speak nicely; explain with patience. I've already tried my hardest to interact with them whenever I can as I hardly see them since I'm working. I've already tried my hardest for so many things. And what do I get in return?

"I hate talking to you 'cause you're always talk like that."

"I hate your attitude. No wonder everyone dislikes you."

"Stop explaining. All of them are plain excuses."

"Quit showing your (sulky) face."

Both of them are equally changing. Both of them are just equally strange. Both of them are always finding excuses. Both of them are always distracted when I speak to them. Is it something wrong with them or is it just me? I've already  bottled my frustrations towards them. I've already spilled part of it earlier yesterday morning (Sunday), and I don't regret it. And you said it's nonsense? Go ask the other two- they know and had seen it countless times; we just keep mum about it. Contemplate upon yourself, both of you. Even he agrees with me but chose not to care. Why should I care so much? And cease assuming when both of you don't even know.

I can maunder about this until hell freezes over. But I shall stop and be quiet for now.