.Sunday, October 29, 2006 ' 8:05 pm Y
Someone is laughing hysterically just one storey below mine. And my neighbour below blasts his music occasionally. It's TECHNO, for god's sake. It gets on my nerves.
I can't wait to lay my hands on a SLR. Photography shall be my new hobby during the holidays. My bro is paying every single cent. YAY. :D And my parents are getting a computer for my bro & I to share 'cos this bloody laptop we're using is old & laggy. But we'll be getting them after my bro's 'O's. Quick quick! Heh.
I've been watching TV almost the whole day. Weird for me 'cos I'm not a tv addict. Somehow lovely shows were broadcasted today-Project Runway (which lasted for 3 hours), Tsubasa Chronicles, A Cook's Tour. Oh, there's Johnny English now. (:
Anyway, I don't know what's wrong with the time stated on the recent posts ever since I started using beta.blogger.com. WTH.
I want to go to the beach. Please.
.Friday, October 27, 2006 ' 12:39 pm Y
I didn't expect yesterday to be the last day for 3e4 until today, I realised that yes, yesterday WAS indeed the last day for the whole of 3e4 to be together.
10 months of relationship with 3e4 had gone fairly well, despite fights and quarrels which happen occasionally in this class. Well, I admit that MY class is well-known for bad behaviour in the express stream but, hey, we're nice human beings too, okay. (:
To me, 3e4 is a cheerful class with lots of fun & joy, however, it can be annoying sometimes. Thanks to the "clowns" in our class who made the class lively. Thanks guys!
Of course, as I said, 3e4 is well-known for bad behaviour within some people. During the first semester, there'll always be announcements through the PA system, "Will ______ of 3e4 please come down to the general office now" and unfortunately, in January/February, we experienced 2 of my class' pupils getting public caning. And another one recently in class. Also, one of the guy in my class got kicked out of school mid-way of common test 2 & will only return to school next year. Oh well.
I realised that my class (well, every class I suppose) went through thick and thin, be it scoldings, yellings, fightings, laughter, embarrassment, anger (with some teacher), fun, rushing with coursework (for f&n)...and seriously, I wonder whether my class experienced stress before, cos it seems we're the happy-go-lucky and somehow, heck-care type. (It's an exception for some of us, of course, who experience it every now and then)
The most memorable part of being in 3e4 was the Sec 3 camp which was held in March. We learnt to have team-spirit & got to know other better. Oh heck, everyday is a memorable day for 3e4. (x
In addition, the teachers also formed a big part of 3e4's life. Thank you Miss Chong, Miss Tan, Mrs Low, Miss Ong (though she left us), Miss David(f&n), Mrs Chua, Mr Chia, Mr Bambang, Mr Tan, Mr Yeo & Mr Bala(d&t). Thank you so much. (:
And thank you to all my friends in 3e4'06 for being part of my life.
.Thursday, October 19, 2006 ' 10:10 pm Y
Frankly, I see no point in scolding and lecturing (or literally murdering) our juniors so harshly. How would they respond? Just a few days of following your words and later, POOF!, they'll be back to normal again, by not doing what they're expected to do. Well, I admit that yes, I do scold my juniors in the past but come to think of it, it's just stupid sometimes. Firstly, I've (or should I say, most of us) experienced scoldings & lecturings from my seniors before. Felt so pissed off. So yes, I bet my juniors will feel pissed off if they're being scolded. (Like, who wouldn't?) Secondly, they're just around our age, we're no older than them, I'll feel bad scolding them, and let's just say our juniors are new to the system. If we scold them, they might just rebel against us, like how I did towards my seniors in the past. (HAHA!) And thirdly, they need their pride. Though I admit sometimes they DO DESERVE to get scoldings, but when I come to think of it, they might hate what they're doing now, & how they're being treated by us, horrible seniors, which might hurt their self-esteem. So, I think the best way is to be strict and firm and respect their pride and dignity. Scoldings won't do any better.
(Sometimes, I don't really understand you. You bitch with another person about the girl you don't like then bitch about that person with the girl whom you don't like.)
Oh well. I'm helping out with the decorations for this year's prom tomorrow when it's supposed to be 'Promotion Day' and need not go to school. Hope it goes well. (: Goodbye.
If I could open my arms and span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
I'd bring it to where you are, making a lake of the East River and Hudson,
If I could open my mouth wide enough for a marching band to march out, they would make your name sing, and bend though allys and bounce off all the buildings,
I wish we could open our eyes to see in all directions at the same time,
Oh what a beautiful view, if you were never aware of what was around you,
And it is true what you say, that I live like a hermit in my own head,
But when the sun shines again, I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in,
Sorrow drips into your heart though a pinhole, just like a faucet that leaks, and there is comfort in the sound,
But while you debate 'Half empty or half full,' it slowly rises, your love is gonna drown
Your love is gonna drown
Your love is gonna
.Saturday, October 14, 2006 ' 1:18 pm Y
I think I have bad karma. When something good happens to me, the next minute, I'll get something bad in return.
I'm utterly disappointed with my maths results, though I actually expected to get this kind of marks. (I know, I'm contradicting myself) I've tried my best and practiced a lot. I completed about 3 or 4 papers. WHY CAN'T I DO THE DAMN PAPER?! ): I should know how to do almost every single question since I've done them over and over again. Yes, yes, don't cry over spilled milk. I'm not crying. I'm just 918725624543654 times disappointed in myself. If _______ can get this kind of marks, why can't I? I should be able to, right? )x
I still have the urge to study. WTH, I know. Probably because I know I've screwed ALL the papers. I shall repeat: I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. Ya, I know what's done can't be undone, but you know, if you tried hard for the paper & realised you couldn't do at all, how would you feel?
OH WELL. ):
Today's the Perth Presentation, before we entered the stage, all of us felt nervous. But once we entered, we weren't nervous anymore. We didn't really expect the audience to laugh, well, they did, which was an achievement. (: Felt satisfied after the 2 performances we did. The part which I was most proud of was the video Shilei & I did. (Great job, elmo!) However, many of the lower secondary students were not appreciative at all as they did not really pay attention to the video, and maybe our play. At least the sec3s were fun audiences. (:
It was one hundred degrees, as we sat beneath a willow tree,
Who's tears didn't care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall, to fall.
And I knew I'd made horrible call,
And now the state line felt like the Berlin wall,
And there was no doubt about which side I was on.
Cause I built you a home in my heart,
With rotten wood, it decayed from the start.
Cause you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
I braved treacherous streets,
And kids strung out on homemade speed.
And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep,
At all, woo, hoo, woo, hoo.
Cause at night the sun in the tree,
Made the skyline look like crooked teeth,
In the mouth of a man who was devouring, us both.
You're so cute when you're slurring your speech,
But they're closing the bar and they want us to leave.
And you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
I'm a war, of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.
And you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
.Saturday, October 07, 2006 ' 12:53 pm Y
I felt like I've totally SCREWED practically every paper. Every single bloody paper. Even though physics was still so-so, I felt that I could have done better, as some of the questions seemed to derive from my lower secondary chapters. Like, what the hell, right? I should know them!
Maths was HORROR. Paper 1 was already so difficult. So when I flipped through Paper 2, I thought it can't be as bad as Paper 1. So much for being panicky, I didn't know how to do. Goodbye C6. I was at least planning to get a C6, that would bring me over the moon. What now. ):
I couldn't do Chemistry at all. Many people thought so too. I couldn't even understand the questions.
Social Studies-something which I COULD do but COULDN'T finish on time. I wrote as fast and as much as I could. I don't even think the teacher who will be marking my paper will understand my horrible handwriting.
Chinese was BAD. I didn't understand the passage and didn't do 20 marks. 20 MARKS! WTH. I know, so much for not understanding the damn passages.
English was still alright. I hope I'll ace that paper with a B4 at least.
Oh well, I guess I need to work hard for other papers. I don't want to retain. Just 3 more papers. WORK HARD, JODY!
