.Saturday, October 14, 2006 ' 1:18 pm Y
I think I have bad karma. When something good happens to me, the next minute, I'll get something bad in return.
I'm utterly disappointed with my maths results, though I actually expected to get this kind of marks. (I know, I'm contradicting myself) I've tried my best and practiced a lot. I completed about 3 or 4 papers. WHY CAN'T I DO THE DAMN PAPER?! ): I should know how to do almost every single question since I've done them over and over again. Yes, yes, don't cry over spilled milk. I'm not crying. I'm just 918725624543654 times disappointed in myself. If _______ can get this kind of marks, why can't I? I should be able to, right? )x
I still have the urge to study. WTH, I know. Probably because I know I've screwed ALL the papers. I shall repeat:
I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. Ya, I know what's done can't be undone, but you know, if you tried hard for the paper & realised you couldn't do at all, how would you feel?
OH WELL. ):
Today's the Perth Presentation, before we entered the stage, all of us felt nervous. But once we entered, we weren't nervous anymore. We didn't really expect the audience to laugh, well, they did, which was an achievement. (: Felt satisfied after the 2 performances we did. The part which I was most proud of was the video Shilei & I did. (Great job, elmo!) However, many of the lower secondary students were not appreciative at all as they did not really pay attention to the video, and maybe our play. At least the sec3s were fun audiences. (:
It was one hundred degrees, as we sat beneath a willow tree,
Who's tears didn't care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall, to fall.
And I knew I'd made horrible call,
And now the state line felt like the Berlin wall,
And there was no doubt about which side I was on.
Cause I built you a home in my heart,
With rotten wood, it decayed from the start.
Cause you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
I braved treacherous streets,
And kids strung out on homemade speed.
And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep,
At all, woo, hoo, woo, hoo.
Cause at night the sun in the tree,
Made the skyline look like crooked teeth,
In the mouth of a man who was devouring, us both.
You're so cute when you're slurring your speech,
But they're closing the bar and they want us to leave.
And you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
I'm a war, of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.
And you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
No you can't find nothing at all,
If there was nothing there all along.
